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2019, in a positive and hopeful way, with a favourite story to tell – about the Balkans, loss and creativity

By Joanna K

It is a new year; it is a new week; with new wishes befriending new expectations. I hope that we are having a good time – we are doing our best, every day.

How would I like us to start 2019? By sharing a wish posted on twitter by Leandri, a friend from South Africa. In a creative and positive manner, her wish goes like this:

1/01/2019 – Today is the first blank page of your new book, write a good one and do it with love and passion in 2019

With love, for ourselves and for others; for those we know and say ‘hello’ to; for those we bump into and never greet; for what we have experienced and lost in the course of time.

With love, I wrote the second blog post last year. It echoes the inner need to better understand how the environment that surrounds us could impact life choices and stances. To embrace childhood memories, tender and sweet, made in the Balkans.

Florina, Greece

Where the past meets the future

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Life in the Balkans

We are about to embark on a journey, to explore experiences shaped in the Balkans over the period 1990 to present. These experiences share a sense familiar to all people: loss. True, a difficult sense yet an infinite source of learning.

If you were born and raised in the Balkans, you would have experienced some significant loss in your life, you and those around you. It may be in the form of a story about an event that took place in the past and has left an indelible mark on the soul. It may be some difficult experience that you are still trying to understand and process. Something significant has changed.

Maybe you were born in a country that exists no more and can be visited only in history books. You may now be living, studying, working, and creating in a country with a different name and a different language. That change may have been smooth, allowing for you to adapt to the new state of affairs. As a younger person, your decision to help an older person to embrace change is a display of maturity. You realise that change tends to be harder on older people.

Difficult questions leading to difficult realisations

Maybe it was a hard time for all. All of a sudden, neighbours may have become cold and distant. Friends may have turned into a memory. Like the friends you used to spend your holidays with and share plans for the future. For a long time, you were trying to understand what exactly had happened. That must have felt difficult. There may have been wider controversy and rejection.You may have turned against yourself. There is a question mark standing next to you, waiting for an answer. Why was it so difficult?

You realise that neighbourhood life can present challenges. No matter how smooth it may appear, any given change is not easy to achieve. A past issue in the neighbourhood which remains open to the present day will put to the test the level of understanding that you and those around you can share.

Maybe you were taught to put the needs of others before your own. You may have been raised in an environment where greater significance was placed on collective needs rather than the individual. You may have regarded the state as some extension of the family, thus attributing the role of the guardian. In the course of time, that environment may have changed, along with the role of the state. And you are doing your best to understand new concepts such as “competitiveness” and “productivity”.

Maybe you were raised in a financially comfortable environment, feeling secure about the future. You may have meticulously chosen your steps towards fulfilling your dreams. You felt confident that things could only get better. In the course of time, that feeling may have been replaced by insecurity, affecting you and those around you. And you may have decided to abandon your dreams for more practical goals. One more question mark makes its appearance. Now what?

The attraction of foreign lands, a common denominator

Now and then, the attraction of foreign lands, a common denominator in the Balkans. Be it a thought or a goal, it is on the family agenda for the Sunday lunch, where the family tend to make important decisions. Moving to another country emerges as a solution to some loss and a step forward. It could be to secure a financially comfortable future or gain a sense of wider acceptance. For those who are leaving. For those who are staying, things would be different.

When loss meets creativity

No matter how deep the loss is, you know that you owe it first to yourself to make a step forward. Life cannot be on hold. It could be that you need to change plans. It could be that you feel reluctant to make that step, wondering whether you might get hurt again. Feelings of worry and fear get the best of you. You realise that you have to accept past choices to make new choices today. Deep down you know that you will find your own way to move forward, eventually. Loss is part of life. So is creativity, in the Balkans and all over the world.

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Let’s keep the door wide open for 2019!

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Joanna

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Comments (2)

  • Elizabeth (50Sense)

    8 January 2019 at 17:06

    What a beautiful piece. I was lucky enough to start getting to know the Balkans over 2017/18 and loved them – the scenery, the people, the culture, the food (oh my, the food!). It felt like such a special place. I think you’re feeling the same way I was over Christmas and the New Year – that life goes on, day by day, no matter whether you’re having a good day or a bad one. We have to learn to accept both parts and build on that to make a better world.

    1. Joanna K.

      8 January 2019 at 20:49

      Elizabeth, that sounds so beautiful, filled with beautiful feelings. I’m glad you have had the chance to get to know and appreciate the Balkans.. How true, we need to accept the good days and the bad days, to make things better for all.

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